Wednesday 24 August 2011

Since its been a while that I wrote here at my diddyw.com I will start with a txt I have recently send to her:

Mahal, success is just a base of connections no matter what you do. As a unity you achieve much more if you know what you want!
nowardays people only have light if the bulb is connected to a source which splits to other sources.
1 + 1 =2 :-)

Life is beautiful and if we concentrade and keep focused then its not too difficult. Especially when you are in love. It doesn't matter how hard the time can be; peace, love & understaning, trust and respect comes within!

Right now I keep a long story short cos I'm quite busy with what I do :-). One thing is certain though, my autobiography is written and part might come faster then expected!

The thing is its nice to know and I know!

Ejoy the journey of time :-).

It's time for a change

Friday 11. December 2009

WOW it is really on the time to go on!

Today I'm going to have an absolute relaxed day smiling into the world.

Tomorrow, I go on with what I'm supored to do :-)

What are we fighting for?

Monday, 3. August 2009

Yep, music surely is leaving marks in our souls. But what are you really fighting for is a good question.

It is nice to be home, innit? Somehow most of the people get this words wrong some how. Our home is this place we call world which is a real beautiful place. It would be even more beautiful if we would not have some many greedy motherf**kers on this planet who lead the people into the wrong direction. We are parasites to this planet and to the universum. We are surely nothing else than a very-very little something in a very-very huge something that will destroy us like we fix a cold we got.

Hey, no time to think about it!?

Of course not, you are all too busy to fulfil dreams of power greedy freaks!

Strange world we living in. You all seem to have the knowledge but doing nothing about it. Ok, this is a real issue I will get much deeper into it in my second book. So far Obama does a great job and I'm sure he will give me some ideas as well to give a possibility of direction. Nothing has to..., all can be if we want it :-)

Have a wonderful time!

I never let you down!

Friday 31.July 2009

Weekend is here and I'm quite happy to have a bit time for my self to just listen to some music and clear my mind. If you want to get a bit deeper into me then just play "Worrior Soul - The Loosers" and read on. You will always find a song to read what I write :-)

The Loosers.

Why you people don't come out of your 4 walls and do something about this what really happen around you. Nobody is perfect and we areall beautiful.

It is really not easy for me to explain what I see all around me.I have been to so many places around the world and lived the up and downs. You are locked in luxury

19th July 2009

I never let you down!

I feel good to write and keep things in motion.

Sometimes it just makes click and I see the road I should take. This time I will take my step to the US and see what can be done with my autobiography.

My mind travels often into my past since I know I'm not stupid and even so, I did really stupid things. Some where in my book is a quote by Bruce Willis I dearly like. I hope I still have the correct sentence in my lovely mind :-)

"What you thought is right when you have reached 20 will chenge when you reach 30 and it will keep on changing till you reach 40 and so on.".

Bruce, forgive me if I'm not a 100% there. I'm simply not perfect. I love it though; my life.

My book actually is waiting for me for quite some time and if I think now I don't really understand why I ended up now in 2009 and not before.

I figured out that by working for someone else is not my thing, no matter where. My biography brings a lot of helpful info along concerning drug abuse, crime as well as as life in general. I see and feel how the world is changing. It is getting all pretty cold around each others soul and this should not be. It is not only drug and crime, although it is a crime what some politicians do and never go to prison for.

The human start to lose their soul because trust and respect is starting to disappear. Obama is the man and a lot can be done. He has a beautiful smile, a real one :-)

For me it is just a pain in the ass to see politicians around the world what they do. "Lonely World" by Limp Bizkit.

I'm a real happy person because I'm still alive and I can still see a lot of positive things in this world. Many can not any more because of some greedy bustards we have at the power stations.

LoL, I'm free and I feel good.

After coming home last Friday 4:45am from work it went really through me. This working class hero world is not my thing and as long as I'm a free person I can tell you people about my reality in life.

By the way, I smoke a good weed and hash here in my home in Holland. It's legal and I really respect the laws from each country I'm in.

I remember when I cam back from Singapore to Europe with the sister of my ex-girlfriend. It was the time frame around Tribute to Joey Pile 2007 in London. Anyway, first we had a great week at Dave Courtney' Camelot Castle and then we went to Holland before to my brother's house in Germany. In Holland we been sitting with the laptop, smoked a few and she said that she really can not understand why it is so high sentences in Singapore for it. Here the people go home with a smile in their face.

There could be less drug problems if the whole thing would be more open minded. People do more for what they really get back instead of only giving.

More generations are to come and we are responsible.

Harmony!

Love, Peace & Understanding. Trust & Respect comes within. :-)

3rd of July 2009 Sensation White 2009 Amsterdam

Here is a bit of Sensation White 2009 Wicked Wonderland Amsterdam ArenA Ffriday 3rd july 2009 YouTube.

Enjoy because life goes on :-)

The sound is stunning!

26th of June 2009 is all yours Michael!

My Condolence to all the people who have Michael deep in their heart, mind & soul.
His music will be with us for eternity.

Michael, thank you sooo much for what you have given to us in our life.

My utmost respect!!!

As you can see during the last days my soul is getting filled with music again. Wow, what would we have in life without music!?

I will spend the night full of Michael's music.

Cheers!

18th June 2009

Yesterday I sent a mail to a very nice person where I mentioned "Working Class Hero" which I do once in a while. And as I know there is a lot of folks out there who forget or simply don't know.

Working Class here is a song of John Lennon and John did more than just sing.

Here are the lyrics and below is the video. Enjoy :-)

As soon as your born they make you feel small,
By giving you no time instead of it all,
Till the pain is so big you feel nothing at all,
A working class hero is something to be,
A working class hero is something to be.
They hurt you at home and they hit you at school,
They hate you if you're clever and they despise a fool,
Till you're so fucking crazy you can't follow their rules,
A working class hero is something to be,
A working class hero is something to be.
When they've tortured and scared you for twenty odd years,
Then they expect you to pick a career,
When you can't really function you're so full of fear,
A working class hero is something to be,
A working class hero is something to be.
Keep you doped with religion and sex and TV,
And you think you're so clever and classless and free,
But you're still fucking peasents as far as I can see,
A working class hero is something to be,
A working class hero is something to be.
There's room at the top they are telling you still,
But first you must learn how to smile as you kill,
If you want to be like the folks on the hill,
A working class hero is something to be.
A working class hero is something to be.
If you want to be a hero well just follow me,
If you want to be a hero well just follow me.

17th June 2009

A wonderful day today. I'm stil working and saving, the sun is shining and I feel like most of the time good:-)

The politicans actually piss me off. Like I wrote at my autobiography already; in western countries is ligelized corruption protected by law and order. Bloody hell, where all thiiis will end!? I will have to write more about those issues. But now I will just relax a bit and feel my freedom :-)

Have a wonderful time.

28th May 2009 I got a job! :-)

Since yesterday I have a job in industrial bakery. its a shitty job, but better than nothing.

I will surely never risk my freedom again because of money. At least now I can breathe fresh air and be able to lock my door on my own.

What pisses me really off to see all those corrupted politicians. Those are criminals who should be incarcerated. Those suckers rob all of us and need to be incarcerated and not only resign. What is this bullshit? Half of UK's politicians took tax payers money in their creed. I'm pretty sure this is not only the case in the UK. I would love to know what George W. Bush and his former team sucked in. Like Mc Cain who earned money from a dirty war. What is this. How could it have been that Bush got a second turn in power? I could never understand why the amercian people did this and why they did not see what was going on. The US did bribe other countries and then they use those countries to hold illegal prisoners and even torture them. I plead to the people of our world that Bush and his former associtaes will trialled at the tribunal in The Hague. He is not better than all other war criminals. I said it before and will always say this. You can read about my former post here My Book Intro  and at my former News Section December 18, 2005

It doesn't seem to get better in this world and we are responsible.

Act and be a part of our world, not only a part of your own walls.

22th May 2009 on the couch in Holland :-)

At the moment I feel pretty good. Life goes on and even no money in my pocket I still work on my project and the parts come slowly together.

I'm working on my websites and try to put my mind to which country I will go to settle. My sensual feelings and my ability to feel others are really tremendous and all this I want to combine into my work because this is the only way to fullfil my life. I would love to find this really special partner who really can enjoy all this what we both want to feel together. Not many people really know me because they see only pieces of me and not the real me.

Love, Peace & Understanding.

7th March 2009

It's nice to be in the World again. If I think back in time I left Germany once before without money in my pocket and didn’t really know what will be. I had 20 really interesting years with lots of up and downs.  All together my soul had many years in agony as well as many years in the state of real happiness.

Anyway, most of the last twenty years is written down already and I will continue with my writing cos I love it.

On the 28th of February 2009 I moved from Germany to Holland and I feel much better already. Not because I legally can smoke a spiff here once in a while. It’s just because I feel a bit more freedom here, more relaxed people and most of all a new step in my life to get out into the world again.

I don’t know why, but I saw a lot in the big wide world and I miss all of it. My greatest desire right now is to travel my old journey once more with the clear head and no drugs in my system. Just a desire and a small dream of mine.
Yep, I’m here in Holland now and I don’t have money and I don’t have a job yet. How I will ever get moving to other counties and find my place to settle is still an open book I’m on right now.
I miss Thailand because a part of my soul is still there. I need to stand in front of the “Big Tiger” and smile at the gate. I’m on my way!