THE ROAD OF EXCESS LEADS TO THE PLACE OF WISDOM

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It’s all about what you want and if you really want it.

I was with drugs for a long time and I always thought that this is what I want ‘cos with the regular intake of those drugs I took, that was all I wanted.
Did I have a real goal during that time, not that I know.
Ahh yea sure, my goal was to be high all the time without being caught. I lost that one. Ha-ha.

But no bullshit, I neglected very important people in my past, especially my family and the women I was with, as well as my self.

To stop using the hard drugs while I was incarcerated helped me a lot to understand myself a bit better in the sense of that this was certainly not what I’d on my mind. Be in the prison made me aware that there must be a possibility to live a life without the risk of being locked-up.
I don’t know, right now I can’t say much if I’ll reach my new/old goals or if I really need the shit constantly in my brain, but nowadays without the shit in my system, I’ve a lot of energy that is not abused by drugs and I need to find a way, my way to place that energy right.

Right now I can clearly see that it is very possible to fulfil my project and my childhood dream. Maybe not in the way it might have been twenty years ago, but it is possible.
It’s all about going for it and with my first book which I started to write within the walls, I really do believe that I’ve done my second huge step.
Of course my first huge step was quitting the smack.

Shit man, if you really belief in yourself and in what you want to do, then you will be able to do it.
Yea, I do hope that I might get out soon bringing facts to this what I’m writing today.
Until then I hope that I made some folks aware of what a life on drugs and in a cage might be in the early end of nothing.
If you really want to take the shit do it one night and then leave it for a while. It’s more important to love someone than something.
Be sure to think clearly about what you want to take and be aware to where the excess might bring you. And trust me, the wisdom you can get in many easier ways than the road I took.
But then, a lot of folks went the same road, but not all of ‘em found the wisdom.
The funny thing is that the wisdom is here, not many really think of it though (if you understand your past, it is much more easy to look into your future).

I wish you all a great time in your life!!!

Respect, Diddy

2003 in the cage